| Last night was Halloween and I might just add it was so much fun. Best Halloween YET!! I took home 2nd prize for Best Halloween costume. Prize was $50 gift card for Walmart WIN WIN if you ask me. Anyways life has been crazy, I found out that I have a bit of a temper with stupid people. But I am not so sure if being a supervisor is for me, because I have become so misrable in ways but I don't know. I am now wanting to become a trainer so we will see what happeneds!!! Wish me luck. Love and miss you all. Vist me at work 2-10 tonight thrusday and sunday!!!! BYE | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 01:17 pm | | Current Mood: | cheerful |
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| Haven't updated here is well lets say too long. Life after High School is what I am living now and let me just tell you this. I have let go and lived more in the past 2 weeks then I have for the whole 5 years I was in High School. Which I wished I never waited so long but that's alright I dont want to regeat anything in life so why should I start right.
Everything is looking up for me like:
Work - I am getting hours and allowed working with Jason again. Family - They are proud of me for what I have done and wwhat I am doing. Jason - Its almost been 11 months of wonderful perfect life that I am glad I have, because Jason has taught me how to let go and live in many ways I only wished for. I have never NEVER met (and I know never say never) BUT I never met a guy that I could give my real self and have them love it for all the mistakes and not what I tried to show who I wished I could be. I think if it wasn't for Jason, I would of never went to the last exams and I would of quit work and let go who I am becoming and who I am becoming is a beauitful young adult. If you knew me before I would say and disagree when people said I was cute or pretty but now with the person I have become I can seee my true beauty. Which is soo important.
Friends - I have a group that Jason and I both get along with, and we have get to gethers all the time which is fun. Plus I think I am getting my old friends back that I thought I lost with everything. I love them and would really not know how to go on with out the little supports they give me. Even if it seems like nothing, it means all the world to me. You know who you are and thanks.
I am and have growen up and I want you all to know that I am not the same Jessica A Black that you all knew, but I am the Jessica A Black with self confindence and doesnt want to hind behind any mask no longer.
Hope all is well with you guys. I miss you all so much already. Lets hook up bonding time people. Leave comments...
Anyways I am going to leave you all with some pictures I hope you all enjoy!! Love you all lots..
http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a201/misscoffee/File0004.jpg That right there is my one of many grad pictures!!!!
http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a201/misscoffee/hkhkhk.jpg That there is a picture of Jason and myself on camp day at Tim's
http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a201/misscoffee/notimpressed.jpg Thats apicture of Smash, my grandmas friends pug who I love..
Thats it peace out people
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| This girl was always told to be independant...to make it on her own. She has her opinions, but open-minded. She can't hide what she really feels...and through experiences, she's learning to stay true to herself. Each experience has let her grow and learn from her mistakes. Everyone will always have regrets...big or small...but she doesn't hate who shes become.
She's caring and outgoing and kinda clumsy but shes always able to laugh at herself. It keeps her sane if she didn't sweat ALL of the small stuff all the time. But this girl has a tendancy to care too much, be too curious for her own good, fall for "him" too hard and forgive too easily. And yet, she is always able to give advice but never take her own that she has thought through so much.
People always told her she was such a nice girl. But sometimes its not enough.....this girl is missing something; all she wants is to matter, live a good life and to have someone to love and be loved in return | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Best Birthday since I was born... I was crying due to how happy I was, it was an overload!!! Thank you so much Jason, I felt like the princess that I always wanted to be like... Thank you to everyone else that made the day the best!! Now The only thing I wish I could of changed was being sick all night!!! I was throwing up like mad for what reason ?? I dont know!!! But I am feeling better which is good because PARTY tomorrow!!!
PPS Happy 6months babydoll love you | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 01:39 pm | | Current Mood: | grateful |
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| OMG what's this? Jessica updating.. Yes, yes it is!!!
Well I have so much to say about my life, but I don't want to bore you all with the details so I will sum it up in 2 words... Freaking Perfect!!! Yup 2 words!! Lol
10 days till my birthday, I don't no wait I know nothing is going on, no of my friends prolly even know its so close but meh its ok I guess.. I am only 19..
Camp is soon, which is good and bad..
Jason and I are head over heels in love with each other and every minute we spend together we fall even more, and like this whole break we were together so thats a big fall if you didnt know.
Oh yes and we have now been dating for 6months SCARY I know.....
THats it Bye | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
| I'm done another year of school. But on another note.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACHARY AND JUSTIN
I hope/know you will have a great birthday. Hey know you can get addicted like I am to the tickets. Also look at it that we are now 2 away from 20. Doesn't sound as good as the 3 but whatever! I'm so happy witrh everything you guys have done with school/musical/work and friends and family. You make me happy to be your friend. We must hang out this summer. Love ya like my brother. Lol It's a brother/sister kinda love lol Justin..

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| I hate when you write a whole page and then something happeneds and its gone.. UGH!! Lol
oweell.
Had a job interview today went great.
I am in like with him! Lol.
You tell me one thing yet when I am there its so different . Makes me sad/mad.
Seann made me soo proud last night at the drama thing.He has come so far from the shy grade 10 that moved here from PEI. I will miss you so much next year. I will marry you when you get fat like that, but remember what I said. not with the belly button hair thats 6feet long. Lol . I will miss you like no ones business. Here is a picture of us at camp. I am proud I dont know how else I can explain it.  | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| So this weekend was very interesting. I have quit babysitting the devil so I am free every night now, so if you want to do something with me I would be ever so happy to hang out with you also. So just email me, comment or call my cool cell phone. Lol. 442-9948. So yeah. So yeah. Here is a fun picture, with Zach, Michelle, Josh, Me, and Val. Justin we have to do it again really soon.
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| | Time: | 09:29 pm | | Current Mood: | cold |
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| Okay so after seeing Miss.Heather's update I was like hey I should do that too, so well here yeah go some random camp pictures..
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